Anti-Hero

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I have this thing where I get older, but just never wiser
Midnights become my afternoons
When my depression works the graveyard shift
All of the people I've ghosted stand there in the room

  나이만 먹지, 지혜는 안 늘어.
밤은 내 오후가 되고,
우울증이 밤새 일할 때,
내가 떠나보낸 사람들이 방에 서 있어.

I should not be left to my own devices
They come with prices and vices
I end up in crisis
(Tale as old as time)

혼자 두면 안 돼.
대가와 악덕이 따르니까.
결국 위기에 처해.
(옛날 얘기지)

I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day I'll watch as you're leaving
'Cause you got tired of my scheming
(For the last time)

꿈에서 비명을 지르며 깨어나.
언젠가 널 떠나는 걸 지켜보겠지.
내 계략에 질려서 말이야.
(마지막으로)

It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
At teatime, everybody agrees
I'll stare directly at the Sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting, always rooting for the anti-hero

나야, 안녕, 문제는 나야, 나라고.
티타임에 다들 동의해.
난 태양을 똑바로 쳐다보지만 거울은 절대 안 봐.
항상 반영웅을 응원하는 건 힘들겠지.

Sometimes I feel like everybody is a sexy baby
And I'm a monster on the hill
Too big to hang out, slowly lurching toward your favorite city
Pierced through the heart, but never killed

  가끔 다들 섹시한 아기 같아 보여.
난 언덕 위의 괴물이고,
너무 커서 어울리지 못하고, 천천히 네가 좋아하는 도시로 다가가.
마음이 찔려도 죽지는 않아.

Did you hear my covert narcissism
Lightly disguised as altruism
Like some kind of congressman?
(Tale as old as time)

  내 은밀한 자기애를 들었니?
이타주의로 가볍게 위장한,
어떤 국회의원처럼?
(옛날 얘기지)

I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day I'll watch as you're leaving
And life will lose all of its meaning
(For the last time)

꿈에서 비명을 지르며 깨어나.
언젠가 널 떠나는 걸 지켜보겠지.
그리고 삶은 모든 의미를 잃을 거야.
(마지막으로)

It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me)
At teatime, everybody agrees
I'll stare directly at the Sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting, always rooting for the anti-hero

나야, 안녕, 문제는 나야, 나라고 (문제는 나야, 나라고)
티타임에 다들 동의해.
난 태양을 똑바로 쳐다보지만 거울은 절대 안 봐.
항상 반영웅을 응원하는 건 힘들겠지.

I have this dream my daughter-in-law kills me for the money
She thinks I left them in the will
The family gathers around and reads it and someone screams out
She's laughing up at us from hell

  며느리가 돈 때문에 날 죽이는 꿈을 꿔.
유언에 돈을 남겼다고 생각하나 봐.
가족들이 모여서 유언을 읽고 누군가 비명을 지르지.
그녀가 지옥에서 우리를 비웃고 있어.

It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
It's me, hi, everybody agrees, everybody agrees

나야, 안녕, 문제는 나야, 나라고.
나야, 안녕, 문제는 나야, 나라고.
나야, 안녕, 다들 동의해, 다들 동의해.

It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me)
At teatime, everybody agrees (everybody agrees)
I'll stare directly at the Sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting, always rooting for the anti-hero

나야, 안녕, 문제는 나야, 나라고 (문제는 나야, 나라고)
티타임에 다들 동의해 (다들 동의해)
난 태양을 똑바로 쳐다보지만 거울은 절대 안 봐.
항상 반영웅을 응원하는 건 힘들겠지.